Reason why Im here this early is because its my late -.-
I'm freaking having problems to sleep (again) FML.

other than this fact everything is rather okay. I think some things are starting to reveal themselves slowly. Long awaited answers may be answered soon. Hope all my wishes do come true. YA RIGHT. as if im the type of person who wishes. I shall leave that for birthdays. life is getting pretty boring. I have not start studying for my UTs which may just mean im asking for a dismissal. shall try to study soon. I suddenly have this strong urge to play pool! nvm. fck it. i think i end this post with something i wrote. Its new and have not really been edited.
p.s: it does not refer to anybody. its just words.

Girls are mysterious creatures.
They PMS like a bitch,
Asks alot but barely gives,
Create problems but runs from any.
But we still love them.
Because their smile lightens our mood,
Their laughter makes us laugh,
Their hugs makes us feel important,
Their kiss makes us float,
And their love is why we exist.

It's been long since i last blogged.
Well I am here now because of the fact that my life is just so sad.
Recently I got to know you. You whom I doubt will ever read this. I'm sorry that I fell for you. You need not apologise because if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even have anything to be guilty about. I too, wish that something had happened sooner. I wish I got to know you sooner. but I guess wishing now is just stupid as time waits for nobody.
Instead of brooding, I wanna thank you. For everything. Its sad that things have to go this way but there is sadly nothing that can be done.

K there I said my piece. There is so much more that I wanna say. But I just can't put them into words. I wish it was easy to cry. That way I'll just cry and feel better after that. I'm speechless now. I cant find anything to say.

All that I can say is that life is never fair, at least for me. I guess I just have to get use to it. I'm starting to love my quote,

If there is God,
He is one hell of a guy.

P.S:I'llmy.