been lying down on my bed for dunno how many hours but cant go to sleep .
i think i have been lying there for at least three hours plus .
hais ..... my sleeping pattern is way off .

my operation lock my self at home failed .
went to mac for food with siang shayna and hanyong .
they say tat they were at hanyong's house .
it was jus two more hours and i would have made a record of staying at home .
but i jus have to go out at the last two hours .

cant even keep myself from goin out .
cant even go to sleep .
sucker .

I MISS TIS SONG . I MISS U MORE .

P.S: death awaits when school reopen .