Reason why Im here this early is because its my late -.-
I'm freaking having problems to sleep (again) FML.

other than this fact everything is rather okay. I think some things are starting to reveal themselves slowly. Long awaited answers may be answered soon. Hope all my wishes do come true. YA RIGHT. as if im the type of person who wishes. I shall leave that for birthdays. life is getting pretty boring. I have not start studying for my UTs which may just mean im asking for a dismissal. shall try to study soon. I suddenly have this strong urge to play pool! nvm. fck it. i think i end this post with something i wrote. Its new and have not really been edited.
p.s: it does not refer to anybody. its just words.

Girls are mysterious creatures.
They PMS like a bitch,
Asks alot but barely gives,
Create problems but runs from any.
But we still love them.
Because their smile lightens our mood,
Their laughter makes us laugh,
Their hugs makes us feel important,
Their kiss makes us float,
And their love is why we exist.

It's been long since i last blogged.
Well I am here now because of the fact that my life is just so sad.
Recently I got to know you. You whom I doubt will ever read this. I'm sorry that I fell for you. You need not apologise because if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even have anything to be guilty about. I too, wish that something had happened sooner. I wish I got to know you sooner. but I guess wishing now is just stupid as time waits for nobody.
Instead of brooding, I wanna thank you. For everything. Its sad that things have to go this way but there is sadly nothing that can be done.

K there I said my piece. There is so much more that I wanna say. But I just can't put them into words. I wish it was easy to cry. That way I'll just cry and feel better after that. I'm speechless now. I cant find anything to say.

All that I can say is that life is never fair, at least for me. I guess I just have to get use to it. I'm starting to love my quote,

If there is God,
He is one hell of a guy.

P.S:I'llmy.

FIRST AND FOREMOST

I'm damn ass tired !

K I let it out already. Well lets see, have been working at the IT show for the past few days. Sales for me was okay la, average. In total sold around 25 units. Standing for 10 hours is really not a pleasent thing for sure but the feeling that you get when you close a deal is heaven. Had really nice company there. The people there are really very nice. Even the old ones! Seeing that I am AZAAD that has nothing better to do than to look at girls when Rach is'nt around :) The girls there are amazing! Nice, sweet and pretty :) Got to know alot of people and met my old friends too. Really a great experience. Given a chance I'm sure I would like to work in a IT show again. My head is still buzing with the sounds of the bargains, songs played, arguments, agreements and most importantly the laughters. We all had a great time there. I can still recite all the specs for the different models and all and it seems impossible to get them off my head. I can honestly say that the pay is not the only thing that is meaningful but the friends made and really the things that I learnt about the laptops and how people actually sell their things were seriously an eye opener. And I guess I am happy that I took up the job and did not regret it one bit at all :)

P.S: I will miss you guys for sure .

I LOVE ALL THIS !

Actually something has been bothering me lately. And I have been living off panadol due to irritating headaches. And some idiots just have to trigger it. This is irritating, Can't I have a break ?

Anyway, to you that has the least probability of reading this. Hope you are enjoying life. Guess you don't need me anymore. Heck I doubt you ever did need me. I sure do suck. Even that also can fail. Well all I can do is enjoy my life now right? So I should.

Here is the vid for today.



I like this one alot :)