Hey hey! Been missing for quite sometime eh?

Well that's because I don't really have much to blog about recently. Have been staying home most of the time and help out with everything I can such as cleaning up this old house, helping out my younger siblings with their studies, learn cooking from mum and help out dad with his work. All in all I am genuinely surprised that I'm actually spending more time with my family. BUT for the past weekend I'm home alone D: family went off for a holiday. And all weekend I'm home all the time! Nothing much to do since everybody is busy celebrating Chinese New Year! Sucks to be the only Malay. Anyway family coming back home tomorrow! Finally! Am tired of cooking every single morning.

Been looking back at how I have been since I was thirteen. I realise so much can happen in just five years. Things that mattered back then are meaningless now. Things that matter now were easily ignored back then. Everything has been one hell of a rollercoaster ride. I want all this to slow down. I am not able to keep up with the fast pace life much longer. Why must everything be rushed? Why must we always have the best? Can't we just make do with what we have? Sometimes, while chasing, we lose what we already have.

Well I shall return to the comfy couch eat some chips and continue watching tv :)

Hey :)

Been missing for quite awhile since I've been quite busy~ busy sleeping that is. Everybody is like back in school again and I have nothing much to do. Have been staying home most of the times. All I do is eat sleep and eat more and continue sleeping. I really have nothing much to say here. Hopefully I'll be back soon with something to post about! Things are getting pretty boring~!

P.s: my mind's a total mess thanks to you .

Hey ya people!

Am at Safra currently. Am lacking of sleep badly!!!! BUT sleeping is too boring no? Have been drunk for the past nights so don't really have the time to post. Anyway, I guess there are common things people always misunderstand.

Interest is not love .
Care is not slavery .
Nice guys are not saints .
Bad guys are not devil's minions .
Sex can be for enjoyment .
Nothing has to be in win lose situation . Win win is always a better choice .

If any of you guys disagree with any it just means you ain't open enough and that is a good thing. But we all choose our own ways of living life. I choose to live it with an open mindset.

How would you want to live your life? Think about it.

P.s: some stranger just talked to me as if he knows me . wtf ? O.O

Let's see where should I start? SBP was over the scale awesome!!!!!!!!!! Let's do it timeline style.

Reached Sentosa around 12.30pm since I didn't want to sleep. This proved to be a very stupid decision later part of my new year! So we got the drinks and all. Me and Siang were the first ones ready waiting for the rest. As soon as everybody's around we started to get drunk. Badly.

Then, the fun starts! Even in the queue going in, everybody was damn fucking high. BUT I got separated from the rest (Elton, Tim, Yang, Lun, Siang) . I was with my colleagues. Went ahead to the main event right at the end. And just nice when the fireworks are ongoing the rest got to join up! Swear that was the most awesome moment I've ever had in any countdown.

BUT!!! Halfway through the screams and hugs of happy new year with friends and strangers, we realised TIM WAS MISSING !!!! Tried like mad to call him but his phone was out of batt and its impossible to find someone in sucha crowd! So~~~ since we were all drunk and high , we kinda went ahead to foam party without him :p SORRY TIM! I WAS DRUNK DUDE! :D

Foam party was freaking awesome!!!!!!! BUT it was a bad choice to enter when we have all our phones in our pockets! Stupid I know! As a result my phone can't call, buttons some don't work, Elton phone won't even switch on. While we're happy partying, Elton lost his shirt that he only wore once :) Siang was ridiculous. He lost his slippers cause he fell down halfway when his running. That was a nice sight to see :) (siang it was really funny!)

Next up we went in to the main event. That was when, for the first time I got to see a rare sight, Lun partying! SO SEXY! LOL halfway through all this mayhem, we decide that its time we have to start worrying about Tim. Sorry dude:( you were not with us for the first hour and a half of this year! Turned out he was goddamn sleeping somewhere!!!!!!!!!!! Siang found him. After this onwards it was just partying partying and more partying :D

Had Mac for breakfast, and we took the 7seater cab back together while Siang, I not sure what happened to him actually. O.o

To end off this post! Happy New Year everybody!!!! :)

For those whom I've wronged sorry! If its so bad that an apology is not enough you can contact me about it and maybe we can negotiate? Hahahahahahahaha! For friends in the past, friends now and friends I'm gonna have, WE HAVE LOTS OF PARTYING TO DO!

There was this awesome Dj who mixed this song. It was awesome!

Hope they make an album of all the mix! D:

P.s: One FUCKING life! FUCKING live it!

Hi there people! :)

Its the last day of 2011! So do whatever you have gotta do because tomorrow onwards you would be one year too late to do it!!! Boys? go ask that girl out! Girls? tell him you like him! No time to waste!

As you can see I'm in a quite hyper mood, thanks to all the sugar consumed by me past few hours. Am gonna celebrate New Year with USUALS. Hopefully things will go smooth and nothing bad happens. Since its us and we're prone to get into trouble. Kinda hungry now! But shall bear with it first. Am deciding if I should go sleep or head down to Sentosa. NO. I should not sleep! K head down to Sentosa it is! Shall wait for Yang and Elton to wake and head down with them. That way enter for free~ I think I'll post more when I'm back home tomorrow! Wish me luck that I don't get too drunk or faint halfway due to fatigue. Last day of 2011. Gotta live it to the fullest!

I saw this on YouTube just now. They're hilarious ^^

P.s: Red Bull pls give me wings!!!! Weeeee~~~

Hiiiiii!!!

Eltons is sleeping now while I'm blogging here. The rest have gone off already. I'm having a drastic change of mood suddenly. Am missing so many things!

I miss those old times where we had choir camps especially the one at NTU I think that was in 08 Jun? Miss my group at that time. Cheerful people. Doubt any of them will be reading this even. Sighs.... I miss those times in Prague where we spent day and night rehearsing. Tiring but nonetheless those were good times spent with one of the best people I ever had the blessing to get to meet. I still remember the joy and the cries. The hardship was all worthwhile in the end. Hard work pays off I'll say. I miss KL trip in 06! :((((( My roommates Adzdzin and Nazrul were the best roommates I can ever ask for. Number of things broken thanks to soccer in hotel room and all. Those were really the good times.

I miss my last year in Westwood. Those times we're stressing out so much. And that was the time I was blessed with a group of friends who I'll never ever ever forget. We had bitter memories, some are old some are new. But we also did have good times. Soccer together, swim at Floravale together. The times when life were just so easy. The different Bbq we held. The sleepovers. The mahjong nights. How I wish I can go back to those times. I swear I'll do anything to have all those lost friends back. I miss how close we used to be. Nowadays, so many things have happened, people changed so much. We don't really have a common thinking anymore. Only if .....

I realised that the more we chase the good things in life, the more we tend to forget about the things we already have. We just don't seem to appreciate what we have till we lose it. And by the time we realised its no longer there, its already too late. Time to stop and think. What exactly are we rushing our life for? Take it slow, don't let the chasing kill away the things we already have. But of course there are exceptions! You should know what I mean right?

I think I've said enough here . I'll just go and drown in my sorrow now . LOLOL .

See ya peeps!

I miss this . A truck load .

P.s: Elton sleep so cute ^^ LOL

Weeee~~~

Stupid Mark cannot stop saying " Eh bu yao gou leh! " LOL ~ Irritating stupid 20 going 21 year old! Dota so far so good :) though I'm getting quite sleepy~ Be right back later.

P.s: Elton masturbates funnily ^^

Hey buggers!!!!

Am at Elton's place now with Choon , Yangyang , Marko , Wong :D

Gonna dota together!! Been so long! Hopefully we'll not die. I'll be back later probably. Have to go off and kill some animations!

See ya people!!!

P.s: I hate bathing at Elton's place -.- but no choice.

Heyheyhey :)

I just got home few minutes ago. Yep! Blogging is the first thing I thought about. Anyway, re-heating some food cause I'm mad hungry (as usual). I got to sleep yesterday round noon! So happy. Slept for nearly 9hours. Now I still feel quite awake. Am going to play either Assassins Creed or Dota later after I'm done gobbling down some food. Hopefully Mum wakes up early today! Ask her cook, cause I very lazy to cook now. Mum~~~ faster wake and carry out your duties! Heeheehee ^^

Recently, I quit from my workplace. Am roaming around in search. Shall have a break from working till at least next year. Had enough of working for the past 9-10 months? Time to have a break! Talking about breaks!!! I can't wait for 31st! Am going to Siloso Beach Party! Hopefully things will be awesome and nothing bad happens. Cause you know us the usuals, just happen to attract problems, lots of it.

Alright food is ready! See ya! :D

This was taken during Halloween Uss! This dude right here can shuffle very well ! :)

A year has gone by yet again . Soon its 2012 .

Things are so different now . People I know became people I knew .

Once schooling , now am supporting myself . NS soon next year .

Highlights for the year? Too many to list out. So many things changed time and time again. So many new friends gained and so many friends lost. I'm pretty bored right now reason why I'm here anyway. Currently have been thinking where I should work next. Realised that F&B is not bad if you don't mind getting alcohol poisoning everyday after work that is. Gonna try out something new and different hopefully get to meet new people.

I must admit that I'm impressed the USUALS are still around. Just that we ain't those troublesome little kids wrecking havoc everywhere. Not everybody is around though sadly so. But what can I say. People choose their own paths in life. I choose to be with my best of friends who understands me the best. Who knows why I react to things so differently. Who knows how fussy I am but still try their very best to tolerate this guy here. We've been through thick and thin: different love stories, suicide, arm accident, lemon milo, fights, quarrels and everything else but yet nothing breaks us apart. Some friends are just meant for life you know? We can't meet up that often much as everyone is very busy but when we do gather together It feels as if it was just yesterday we last saw each other. No matter rain or shine, earthquakes or tsunami probably even end of the world. Our friendship will stay. Hopefully the rest feels the same way as I do.

Recently my old enemy insomnia paid me a visit yet again. And I must admit I'm turning into a alcoholic :O NOOOOOOOOOOOO. Gotta do something about it! >:(

I must say I miss blogging shit loads!!!

OUHYA!!!!!! Im eighteen now :3 FINALLY!! Hahahahahahaha!

That is about all for now. Am gonna continue posting as and when I'm free since I got nothing better to do anyway!

P.s: Its been very long since I'm here . I doubt anybody ever comes here anymore .

6 days of school pon-ed. (Y)

great eh? =.=

even this is getting really pointless and boring.

my laptop is still not goddamn fixed! sian slow shit.

nvm i lazy type liao. bye...

P.s: sian day . . . . . . . .

Start of a new year. New beginnings.

Well New Year celebration was better than last year but still a failure as usual should really start planning it way before. three days of school has passed. I didn't attend any at all. FML.

Things that happened. things are some what back to square one. good or bad? we'll see. had genting trip during the december short two weeks break. it was a hell load of fun. most probably due to the fact that its back to the same old familiar faces. enjoyed it loads. Thnx guys! just sent my laptop for fixing since the screen s a goner. freaking cost a bomb. i have so many things that i want to get but none is achievable cause i can't find a darn job! FML(again) my new classmates are seriously very nice people:) everybody was happy during christmas exchange and apparently I didn't follow the quota. oooppppsss.

really pray that new year is gonna make things better. I don't know how that will change anything but hoping doesn't hurt right? :)

P.s: does anybody even come here anymore ????????? Lol.

After long. Finally. It happened.
Well good point is things are falling into place. But they are way too many things that may happen. sighs. prays that things go on just fine.
As for my friend, hope you stay happy. hope things go well for you too. remember any problems you can always come and find me.

Well one sucky thing is that school's starting tomorrow -.-
And my freaking laptop still cmi. Lucks to myself. I feel so tired and out of place now. not a good sign.

Ps: I'm losing it.

Reason why Im here this early is because its my late -.-
I'm freaking having problems to sleep (again) FML.

other than this fact everything is rather okay. I think some things are starting to reveal themselves slowly. Long awaited answers may be answered soon. Hope all my wishes do come true. YA RIGHT. as if im the type of person who wishes. I shall leave that for birthdays. life is getting pretty boring. I have not start studying for my UTs which may just mean im asking for a dismissal. shall try to study soon. I suddenly have this strong urge to play pool! nvm. fck it. i think i end this post with something i wrote. Its new and have not really been edited.
p.s: it does not refer to anybody. its just words.

Girls are mysterious creatures.
They PMS like a bitch,
Asks alot but barely gives,
Create problems but runs from any.
But we still love them.
Because their smile lightens our mood,
Their laughter makes us laugh,
Their hugs makes us feel important,
Their kiss makes us float,
And their love is why we exist.

It's been long since i last blogged.
Well I am here now because of the fact that my life is just so sad.
Recently I got to know you. You whom I doubt will ever read this. I'm sorry that I fell for you. You need not apologise because if it wasn't for me, you wouldn't even have anything to be guilty about. I too, wish that something had happened sooner. I wish I got to know you sooner. but I guess wishing now is just stupid as time waits for nobody.
Instead of brooding, I wanna thank you. For everything. Its sad that things have to go this way but there is sadly nothing that can be done.

K there I said my piece. There is so much more that I wanna say. But I just can't put them into words. I wish it was easy to cry. That way I'll just cry and feel better after that. I'm speechless now. I cant find anything to say.

All that I can say is that life is never fair, at least for me. I guess I just have to get use to it. I'm starting to love my quote,

If there is God,
He is one hell of a guy.

P.S:I'llmy.

FIRST AND FOREMOST

I'm damn ass tired !

K I let it out already. Well lets see, have been working at the IT show for the past few days. Sales for me was okay la, average. In total sold around 25 units. Standing for 10 hours is really not a pleasent thing for sure but the feeling that you get when you close a deal is heaven. Had really nice company there. The people there are really very nice. Even the old ones! Seeing that I am AZAAD that has nothing better to do than to look at girls when Rach is'nt around :) The girls there are amazing! Nice, sweet and pretty :) Got to know alot of people and met my old friends too. Really a great experience. Given a chance I'm sure I would like to work in a IT show again. My head is still buzing with the sounds of the bargains, songs played, arguments, agreements and most importantly the laughters. We all had a great time there. I can still recite all the specs for the different models and all and it seems impossible to get them off my head. I can honestly say that the pay is not the only thing that is meaningful but the friends made and really the things that I learnt about the laptops and how people actually sell their things were seriously an eye opener. And I guess I am happy that I took up the job and did not regret it one bit at all :)

P.S: I will miss you guys for sure .

I LOVE ALL THIS !

Actually something has been bothering me lately. And I have been living off panadol due to irritating headaches. And some idiots just have to trigger it. This is irritating, Can't I have a break ?

Anyway, to you that has the least probability of reading this. Hope you are enjoying life. Guess you don't need me anymore. Heck I doubt you ever did need me. I sure do suck. Even that also can fail. Well all I can do is enjoy my life now right? So I should.

Here is the vid for today.



I like this one alot :)

I seriously think that this blog is pointless . Lols .
Think I shall blog a few more post till it reach three hundred and I shall delete this blog. And I realise this blog is boringggggg. Hahahaha. Hmmmmm. OH! You guys , = nobody , should go listen to Dominic's cover on his FB. It's nice. :)

Here is the vid I chose for today :)



Note : The guy is not gay. Lols. He sings quite nice in their other covers where there are male parts to it. Hahahaha. Hard to believe but true. And I know people the Audrey in this video is very sweet and innocent. But seriously her voice is superb:)

You know what . I feel good :)

I feel really happy . Like finally my life is quiet and peaceful . Shall enjoy this while I can :) I have been indulging myself to GLEE episodes . Kinda like it. It's quite interesting and funny. And I love the songs though they were copies but their versions I must say is entertaining.

Here is one vid that I lik ( I got over the De Ra Go period )




I'm good . You ?